What if you were meant for something great and doubting yourself would be the very thing that stops you from truly shining.
Sometimes I feel like it will be ok to for right at the moment. Not because life is tough and I’d be dead than alive and not because life is amazing and I will be ok dying at this moment. But more of dying will make things easier. Because I’m just scared of not knowing what the future holds for me. And thinking about it now. It’s ok to not exist. To be nothing. I’ll have to live with it.
Taking the personality test I feel pleased knowing that somehow I’m special. Being only 1%of a personality out there. But then doesn’t that make me so different from everyone else. Is that why I feel I’m not into trivial stuff and feel distant sometimes but then maybe all the more with this personality test I’m making it an excuse to be different and distant myself from the world. But then what does a personality test know about me. Can we even be identified with a personality test? When we as humans are so complicated. And I choose it. I chose it